Dear September,
I'm afraid that our once steady relationship has become strained. It seems like you are flippy floppy, during days you're boiling hot but at night and in the early morning your frigid cold leaves me shivering with anxiety of what new stressors you'll bring. Homework, Line memorization, and Work. You are sucking away my time for my friends and boyfriend, but yet the opportunities you have presented draw me in like a siren. There is of course the issue of money is something at the front of my mind. This packed schedule is doing very little for the bulge in my wallet. And don't ever get me talking about the sleep loss! Why oh why September have you stolen my ability to nap! It's driving me insane. September, you are slowly forcing me to make caffeine and fourth meal my best friends, and don't ask my waistline about how that's going. There is my Boyfriend's birthday to look forward to and the beginning of school which brings new experiences, but sometimes it feels like you have more trouble to offer than good and that leaves me longing for October. I am excited for a few of your offerings and you are the beginning of the great season of fall, but our relationship is so conflicted that I'm unsure whether to love or loathe you. I suppose that i should pay more attention to all the great things that you have given me, and when I take it slow and pay more mind to the greatness that is you, perhaps I don't dislike you so much after all, in fact I think we can mend this rocky relationship.
Hear from you soon!
Much Love
Alwyn
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