sorrow beyond compare

Losing someone close to you, is one of the most difficult things in the world. When you love someone, whether they are family or not, you want to be able to keep them with you forever, for whatever you need them for. How do you really deal with the loss of someone who is such an influential person in your life. How do you keep going when the need for them is so strong, it hurts to get out of bed knowing that that person is no longer walking this earth along side of you? what do you do then? how do you move on and live life the way you used to? it's impossible, it forever marks your existence.